After all this time of keeping everything inside, opening up has changed my view on others. What was once seen as a very evil and harsh part of this world, has become very warm and comforting. Finding the right people to share your life with is something very special. All though I am physically without you, I know that we will meet up one way or another. I think you know that too. Somehow, I know that in finding you I have become a better person, free of any negative perceptions and false judgment. I am cured of childhood and have discovered the new path that I will embark on for the rest of my life. Since we will never be together, it will be hard for me to move forward. But I will manage, and I will find a way to survive without your presence.

You have taught me so much: about life, about love, about emotion and others. We are not here for ourselves. Rather we are here for others, and they are here for us. There is never a one-sided coin, and for every action there is an instigator. It always takes more than one person to change a life, to create life, and to live a full life. It was never about understanding everything, it was about understanding yourself, and affecting everyone around you. Whether you like it or not, every choice you make, influences and affects someone other than yourself.

I know, deep down that you are always with me, where ever I go, and what ever the circumstance may be. I will never forget. Somehow we will always be together. In our thoughts, our memories, and our hearts. I guess the two sides to this coin are reality and mind.